Change has become a way of life for me. I think that is the big lesson that I'm supposed to learn in this life.
I'm sorry I've not written in so long. It's not that I've not been journaling -- I have, but in my own hand-written journal at home. I've been in turmoil and change. Most notably, I've lost my job and as a result I feel very lost, insecure, depressed, and unsure of what I want to do when I grow up. And so my days of late have been trying to determine just what it is that makes me happy, what I can do to serve the world and get paid for it.
I have very little motivation to do much of anything, let alone blog. But I have been taking positive steps. I've been reading books about how to deal with change, spiritually related books that help me to keep a perspective on who I am, and the big picture. I've been hanging with friends, who if it weren't for them I'd probably have ended things a long time ago.
But I'm here, and I really do believe that all things happen for a reason, and that my next job, or life's work, will be better and happier for me.
I'll write again and hopefully it will be more cheery for ya.
Formerly "A Day in the life of a Gay Guy", I've changed the name to reflect more of how I'm thinking. Being Gay is not the focal point of my life. I'm a guy with interests like everyone else, I just happen to be Gay.
